Friday, 23 November 2012

The courage to choose




True that.
Why am I blogging about courage?
If I'm bored I love to write. At this one time at school when exams were over, I had this one book and it was supposed to be used for English. Whatever, I used that book to write stories that I imagine about love,hopes and dreams. Well based on that picture I really don't have any courageous true stories in mind. But when I think about the word courage or brave. It reminds me of a story about a man and his daughter that I wrote.

Let's start the story shall we?

Le Mans,France 1968, In a small village near town there was a boy named  Dean Copper . He was sure the most naughty twelve year old ever. The villagers there hated him and he was the talk of town . What did he do to cause such madness?. Well,he climb high trees to pick other's fruits , he likes to steal a  little boy's bike to have some fun with his friends ,stealing breads and pastries and making the village hectic and wild.
But one thing for sure he never been caught by the police.

But, Dean is not the naughty little boy that everyone hates. He had reasons. True he stole many things. But all the food and things he stole were for the sake of his sick mother.Well, Dean was not from a very wealthy family. His father ran away on new year's eve when he was a baby. he left a note to say sorry and he was not ready to have a family. He was an only child since his mother fell sick when he was seven.  Most villagers was curious that he lived only with his mother at a strange cottage far  from the village. Well, Dean stole pastries and milk at morning to feed himself and his mother and at after school he had a job as  a cobbler wiping everyone's shoes until midnight.

Like most boys,Dean had a dream. He wanted to be an artist in Paris one day. He had a raw talent to draw. His mother said he got it from his dad. But, Dean hated him and warned his mother to never say a word of him. One night, a soul had been taken by God and it was his mother's. He went home as usual but this time dean afford to buy a bouquet of pink roses like she requested a few weeks ago. He was so thrilled to go home to tell his mother that he was offered to go to Paris with a scholarship to an art school. As soon as he opened the door he knelt down and cried as he hugged his mother. The day after,her body was covered by earth and he put the bouquet on her grave.

When he got back home,he found a letter for him on his mother's dresser. He opened it carefully and read it. The note was written by her mother a few days before her death.
" Dear Dean,
      I hope you found  this letter when I am gone. It had been my most twelve wonderful years with you. I cannot count how many blessings to God for having you in my arms . Chase your dreams and paint the world darling. I know you can be great one day. Please do not ever find me or know  my history . But, someday you will find your father. Send my love to  when you'll meet him at Paris. You will know much more about me and your father one day.  Go and travel darling  see the world with your eyes and find your happy end. I hope you can keep this letter as there is nothing else I can give to you. I am sorry that I have no money to help you in Paris. I am useless in your life .  I will miss you darling . But, do not miss me too much. I love you Dean and forever will be. Don't worry love, I'm here in your heart always. "                                                                                  Love ,Louisa.

He wiped his tears  and told himself  that he was growing up. At noon,he took a train to Paris to fulfill his dreams . He folded the letter and put it safely in his pocket and he knew she was there. 
Fin Part 1
REALITY CHECK
So sorry that I have to stop here.
cause I am so tired of typing plus I want to watch some TV.
 This was not the part of the courage thing. But you'll get at the end of the story.
Thank you for tuning :)
See you next time.

Sisters


Sisters.

Hannah,Yasmin,Syaza and Damia Norazharuddin. Up there is a picture of us from the back taken by our lovely daddy at Redondo Beach, CA. Well, I never had a brother and I have been living with ladies ( and dad  plus I am in a girls school at Cyberjaya . Yeah, my life is practically living with girls. It's great of not having a brother. Having three sisters is enough for me


This is us (up close) 
(From the right) Yasmin, Hannah,Damia and Me.
That picture was taken by my dad in New York,New York, Las Vegas .
Here are some benefits to have sisters.
1. My sisters are stylish so they can do makeovers and dress you up.
2. My sisters like to shop and well they have taste in style.
3. They can cook but they can't beat mama.
4. They're like best friends but, closer because they know everything about you. 
5.They always have your back and they always listen to you (depends).
6. My sisters can drive so, more shopping.
7.Like I said they always have your back even when your heart is shattered.
8. They can cheer you up with stupid jokes
9. Driving with them is a total fun.
10. They are a part of me. And we are made for each other.

There you go Ten Top Reasons why having sisters rules.
Well I really don't have an experience of having a brother. So, don't ask me questions of boys cause I'm not good at it. :/
What else? Oh yeah i woke up this early to jog and it rained :/. Thank you god . I want to be skinny so bad .
Curse you skinny girls.
That's all I guess. 
See you in the next post 
xoxoSyaza 
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Wednesday, 21 November 2012

First Catastrophe


BONJOUR AND ALOHA


A picture explains everything. The picture taken up here is Syaza. Only Syaza. Not more and not less.The name was given by her parents on the dusk of a nice Friday morning dated 18th February 1998. Her name means fragrant because her parents said she smelled like vanilla when she was a little girl but not until now.She was born in a wild city of Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia but, she is not a wild and fabulous city girl like you imagine in gossip girls.She lives at the outskirts of town with monkeys and geese.The one thing she will do before she is dead is travelling the whole earth. That's why she named this blog wanderlust. She loves travelling so so much because she can go to see new cities,meet new people,experience exciting adventures and to fall in love. Like every typical girl, Syaza dreamed a lot of fairy tale endings, happily ever afters and kissing prince charming. Well, reality woke her up. Life tests her with the ups and downs.It turns up prince charming is so hard to find and evil people are not big,fat and ugly like they said in princess' stories . But, evil people can be the pretty,innocent and the unexpected ones. Plus, happily ever afters are just myths.

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Behold! The Norazharuddins. Syaza is the third girl from her four sisters. The only man she trusted in her entire life is her dad. Her dad is so lucky to have five ladies in the house.Well, Syaza is in love with a six string instrument she plays since she was nine. Her inspiration and role models are her parents. Syaza wanted to be free and do something she loves, music.Her parents wanted her to be a doctor working in hospitals and blood but, she does not know what the hell would happen to her and her future has been decide by her parents.This blog was created to share her stories of her journeys,bumpy roads and grey tides in her life.Wondered why do I know so much about her?. Because I am her. Here I am typing this crap in this blog with my dad's laptop while watching Captain America with my sister. Want to know more?. Stay tune.
xoxo, syaza